Rainy Days and Happy Signs, Weird

Today is March 5, 2019 and it is a rather blustery day. I suppose I am relating quite well to Eeyore. “Don’t blame me if it rains.”
― A.A. Milneike 

Those of us afflicted with Fibromyalgia, are pretty good at predicting the weather. Probably better than most paid weather forecasters. I’m predicting rain.   This  painful flare that I am currently experiencing is my radar source for the barometric pressure change that is forthcoming.   I realize many people can feel weather changes during bouts of S.A.D.,  rheumatoid arthritis, joint disorders,  or other ailments.   Darn for all of us:(    I will, however, give my cell phone AccuWeather app some credit. It also is predicting a small amount of rain this afternoon. (I just read that a moment ago) I knew about the rain before I opened the app, though.

I am pretty much housebound right now due to a severe flare of this devastatingly painful condition. I finally accepted a diagnosis of it a couple years ago. The reality is that I’ve had it my ENTIRE life. It’s real and it’s not easy. My next article will delve into how so many lovely, well meaning people, friends and gurus have offered their suggestions and products to me on how to fix this condition.  Stay tuned.

Right now, I just happened to walk through my house and realized how many signs are scattered about in an effort to incite happiness. I do feel that we are pretty happy in our sweet little house. Signs have always caught my attention. If they are bright, positive and cheerful, I enjoy reading them. If they have misspelled words or are politically charged, I tend to turn away, fast.    I really like colorful graffiti on park benches.  I always sit on them unless it’s raining.    I’m weird like that.

“The nicest thing about the rain is that it always stops. Eventually.”
~ (Eeyore), A.A. Milneike 

 

Gotta have some Rocks to follow………………………………..

She Doesn’t Sell Seashells by the Seashore. She Just Paints them on Rainy Days and Yearns for an Opportunity to Go Gather Up Some More.

Like billions of other earth dwellers, well maybe not billions, but millions at the very least, I collect seashells whenever I go to a beach. I don’t exactly know what the draw is to walk up and down a sandy shore for hours on end picking up dirty, sometimes slimy little objects that have floated to the shoreline. If I didn’t have my glasses on, I’ve actually even picked up things that were not shells. I’ll admit that I once thought I was picking up a fabulous piece of petrified wood only to realize that I was holding a piece of dog poop. I suppose it is a game to see how many shells I can discover of different shapes and sizes. Much of the time I find that I have wandered much further down a beach than I had originally planned. The ocean and its shorelines are excellent places to alter your state of mind. It’s a natural high, so to speak. (Ahem)

I love warm weather, but have found that with the neurological condition that I’m wrestling with, too many hours of bright sun and busy beaches are no longer my friends. I am beginning to appreciate areas that are a bit more mild, say 65-80 degrees, fewer footprints, and a good mix of sand, rocky areas and my husband holding my hand. (ha, ha that rhymed) This collection of shells is just a small sampling of the shells that I have actually picked up from beaches throughout the years. I would have had countless more if customs agents or baggage handlers had not stolen or removed a bunch from my baggage:( In Grand Cayman, I even found an entire area where Conch shells had washed ashore, but alas, I wasn’t going to risk having those beauties all broken up in my baggage on the trip home. I found these shells on many different beaches including: miscellaneous shores along the Oregon, California and Washington coastlines, various beaches in Mexico, several island beaches in Hawaii, all along the Atlantic coastline of Florida, down the Keys and all over Sanibel Island, Florida (holy cow, Sanibel….a person can’t even walk on your island without crunch, crunch, crunching seashells. No barefoot walking there!)

I also collect a few interesting beach rocks every now and then. I’ll even paint them for no particular reason. One afternoon, I decided to shape some clay into seashells and bake them. I think they turned out pretty nice. Fake seashells. Ha! Because I love the beach, I sometimes paint pictures of palm trees and hammocks. Don’t judge me. I only recently began painting pictures and other trinkets and haven’t had any lessons, yet:) 

I just looked out the window. Looks like it’s starting to rain. I wish it was raining seashells.

A Bunch of Rocks with Words

Sometimes I feel like time becomes meaningless during the hours that I’m forced to rest due to the widespread pain of chronic illness. Attention to diet, gentle exercise, stretching, massage, meditation, and good medical care are all important components of healing and well being. Rest is essential.

When the doc asks me to describe my pain level on a scale of 1 to 10, I find that laughably odd. How am I to know what a level 10 actually is? I’m guessing that would be the type of pain you might feel when being run over by a cement truck and actually surviving. So, I just don’t use that number as an answer even though I want to shout that it is a LEVEL 12!

The chart should actually depict how a person is coping with life, i.e., did you drive yourself to the doctor’s office, did you put your shirt on inside-out, can you lift a spoon to eat, does your hair hurt, did you verbally attack the ones you love, are you going to Burning Man next year?

Recently I told my son that I felt like I was wasting a lot of time. He asked me whose time I was wasting. He said that if it was my time, then I shouldn’t worry about it. So, on that note I just spent a couple of hours painting words on a bunch of rocks.

  • couthy and fun make a great couple
  • chill and argle-bargle argue against each other
  • equality and give go hand-in-hand
  • flower and hope are nice together
  • broken and pain, nuff said
  • love, home, joy are my favorites
  • spaghetti, because I LOVE spaghetti!

Juniper & Leslie Gulch – Exploration & Hiking

January 31, 2019 proved to be the perfect 50 degree day to head out for a two hour drive to an area we had yet to explore. Once there, temptation grabbed hold and with a light jacket, gloves and bottle of water we were off on a short hike to visualize, up and close, the wonderment of this amazing city of rocks where erosion had carved out some spectacular art. A somewhat easy trail, with just a bit of rocky footing, and thankfully an absence of those hot weather rattle snakes, made for a fascinating journey through a canyon and some cave like structures.